Sunday used to be my favorite day

Why we fight? I don't know. I think it is because I won't give in. He won't give in. It is just pain and hurt and fear wrapped into one. Today I wanted to go to the house and sleep under the roof with him. Different rooms but same roof. Just to be at that place would have been nice. It wasn't meant to be tonight. I love you Anthony. I am in Love with you but our love is just too complicated. God didn't want our love to be. I don't understand I will never understand.