Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The modern day Job

I am a failure in everything I touch. That is all I feel. Maybe I did do something so hideous in my life that God is punishing me and I will never recover. I don't feel God in my life anymore. I don't know if I even know him anymore. What I thought was my personal relationship with him is so different than what I know now.
God, I am lost. Find me! Save me from this pain!!! Please!!! I can't handle this anymore. I cannot go on with this attached to me. I need a sign that everything is going to be okay. What is your will? I have heard that I should look for it but I am not looking in the right place or I just don't know how.
Please help me God. I don't know what to do.

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